To My Babushka
Written in honor of her 93rd birthday
The lake is still and dull
Under the blue-gray sky,
The field stretched out before it
A wilted green.
Brown leaves still fill the lulls
In the grass, by the trees,
And by the roadside, the willow
Veils all the machines.
And I sit by the window
In the old library
Thinking of a brighter day,
So far away . . .
I walk through summer heat
On old wet asphalt ways
Between five story apartments
Built in Soviet days.
With little playgrounds between them
Where I wanted to play
Together with my brothers
In our countless fantasies.
It was the last year of my childhood –
I still remember,
The brown shoes I wore
That soon bore me to college.
I still remember,
The smooth stone-gray stairs
That climbed up to the apartment
Where you live.
I still remember,
The narrow rooms,
Filled with memories
I'd never know.
I still remember,
So little, I barely understood,
But I wanted too.
. . .
The night comes here
So early still, I fear.
The windows turn a deep
Dark blue
And hide away my thoughts
Beneath the creeping weeds of time,
In an unmarked grave,
Yet I know the name.
Thanks to you,
The life so long you fought for,
That we may live,
That we may see,
Where we came from –
Lives on.
–浪漫 (RDreher)
(Jan 15th, 2019)